There was no possibility of taking a walk that day. We had been wandering, indeed, in the leafless shrubbery an hour in the morning; but since dinner (Mrs. Reed, when there was no company, dined early) the cold winter wind had brought with it clouds so sombre, and a rain so penetrating, that further out-door exercise was now out of the question.
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Aquel día no fue posible salir de paseo. Por la mañana jugamos durante una hora entre los matorrales, pero después de comer (Mrs. Reed comía temprano cuando no había gente de fuera), el frío viento invernal trajo consigo unas nubes tan sombrías y una lluvia tan recia, que toda posibilidad de salir se disipó.
I was glad of it: I never liked long walks, especially on chilly afternoons: dreadful to me was the coming home in the raw twilight, with nipped fingers and toes, and a heart saddened by the chidings of Bessie, the nurse, and humbled by the consciousness of my physical inferiority to Eliza, John, and Georgiana Reed.
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Yo me alegré. No me gustaban los paseos largos, sobre todo en aquellas tardes invernales. Regresábamos de ellos al anochecer, y yo volvía siempre con los dedos agarrota-dos, con el corazón entristecido por los regaños de Bessie, la niñera, y humillada por la consciencia de mi inferioridad física respecto a Eliza, John y Georgiana Reed.
The said Eliza, John, and Georgiana were now clustered round their mama in the drawing-room: she lay reclined on a sofa by the fireside, and with her darlings about her (for the time neither quarrelling nor crying) looked perfectly happy. Me, she had dispensed from joining the group; saying, "She regretted to be under the necessity of keeping me at a distance; but that until she heard from Bessie, and could discover by her own observation, that I was endeavouring in good earnest to acquire a more sociable and childlike disposition, a more attractive and sprightly manner -- something lighter, franker, more natural, as it were -- she really must exclude me from privileges intended only for contented, happy, little children."
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Los tres, Eliza, John y Georgiana, se agruparon en el salón en torno a su madre, reclinada en el sofá, al lado del fuego. Rodeada de sus hijos (que en aquel instante no disputaban ni alborotaban), mi tía parecía sentirse perfec-tamente feliz. A mí me dispensó de la obligación de unirme al grupo, diciendo que se veía en la necesidad de mantener-me a distancia hasta que Bessie le dijera, y ella lo compro-bara, que yo me esforzaba en adquirir mejores modales, en ser una niña obediente. Mientras yo no fuese más sociable, más despejada, menos huraña y más agradable en todos los sentidos, Mrs. Reed se creía obligada a excluirme de los privilegios reservados a los niños obedientes y buenos.
"What does Bessie say I have done?" I asked.
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-¿Y qué ha dicho Bessie de mí? -interrogué al oír aquellas palabras.
"Jane, I don′t like cavillers or questioners; besides, there is something truly forbidding in a child taking up her elders in that manner. Be seated somewhere; and until you can speak pleasantly, remain silent."
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-No me gustan las niñas preguntonas, Jane. Una niña no debe hablar a los mayores de esa manera. Sién-tate en cualquier parte y, mientras no se te ocurran me-jores cosas que decir, estate callada.
A breakfast-room adjoined the drawing-room, I slipped in there. It contained a bookcase: I soon possessed myself of a volume, taking care that it should be one stored with pictures. I mounted into the window-seat: gathering up my feet, I sat cross-legged, like a Turk; and, having drawn the red moreen curtain nearly close, I was shrined in double retirement.
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Me deslicé hacia el comedorcito de desayunar anexo al salón y en el cual había una estantería con libros. Cogí uno que tenía bonitas estampas. Me encaramé al alféizar de una ventana, me senté en él cruzando las piernas como un turco y, después de correr las rojas cortinas que protegían el hueco, quedé aislada por completo en aquel retiro.
Folds of scarlet drapery shut in my view to the right hand; to the left were the clear panes of glass, protecting, but not separating me from the drear November day. At intervals, while turning over the leaves of my book, I studied the aspect of that winter afternoon. Afar, it offered a pale blank of mist and cloud; near a scene of wet lawn and storm-beat shrub, with ceaseless rain sweeping away wildly before a long and lamentable blast.
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Las cortinas escarlatas limitaban a mi derecha mi campo visual, pero a la izquierda, los cristales, aunque me defendían de los rigores de la inclemente tarde de noviembre, no me impedían contemplarla. Mientras volvía las hojas del libro, me paraba de cuando en cuan-do para ojear el paisaje invernal. A lo lejos todo se fun-día en un horizonte plomizo de nubes y nieblas. De cer-ca se divisaban los prados húmedos y los arbustos agitados por el viento, y sobre toda la perspectiva caía, sin cesar, una lluvia desoladora.
I returned to my book -- Bewick′s History of British Birds: the letterpress thereof I cared little for, generally speaking; and yet there were certain introductory pages that, child as I was, I could not pass quite as a blank. They were those which treat of the haunts of sea-fowl; of "the solitary rocks and promontories" by them only inhabited; of the coast of Norway, studded with isles from its southern extremity, the Lindeness, or Naze, to the North Cape --
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Continué hojeando mi libro. Era una obra de Bewick, History of British Brids, consagrada en gran parte a las costumbres de los pájaros y cuyas páginas de texto me interesaban poco, en general. No obstante, había unas cuantas de introducción que, a pesar de ser muy niña aún, me atraían lo suficiente para no considerarlas áridas del todo. Eran las que trataban de los lugares donde suelen anidar las aves marinas: «las solitarias rocas y promontorios donde no habitan más que estos seres», es decir, las costas de Noruega salpicadas de islas, desde su extremidad meridional hasta el Cabo Norte.
"Where the Northern Ocean, in vast whirls, Boils round the naked, melancholy isles Of farthest Thule; and the Atlantic surge Pours in among the stormy Hebrides."
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Do el mar del Septentrión, revuelto, baña la orilla gris de la isla melancólica de la lejana Tule, y el Atlántico azota en ruda tempestad las Hébridas...
Nor could I pass unnoticed the suggestion of the bleak shores of Lapland, Siberia, Spitzbergen, Nova Zembla, Iceland, Greenland, with "the vast sweep of the Arctic Zone, and those forlorn regions of dreary space, -- that reservoir of frost and snow, where firm fields of ice, the accumulation of centuries of winters, glazed in Alpine heights above heights, surround the pole, and concentre the multiplied rigours of extreme cold." Of these death-white realms I formed an idea of my own: shadowy, like all the half-comprehended notions that float dim through children′s brains, but strangely impressive. The words in these introductory pages connected themselves with the succeeding vignettes, and gave significance to the rock standing up alone in a sea of billow and spray; to the broken boat stranded on a desolate coast; to the cold and ghastly moon glancing through bars of cloud at a wreck just sinking.
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Me sugestionaba mucho el imaginar las heladas riberas de Laponia, Siberia, Spitzberg, Nueva Zembla, Islandia, Groenlandia y «la inmensa desolación de la Zona Ártica, esa extensa y remota región desierta que es como el almacén de la nieve y el hielo, con sus interminables campos blancos, con sus montañas heladas en torno al polo, donde la temperatura alcanza su más extremado rigor». Yo me formaba una idea muy personal de aquellos países, una idea fantástica, como todas las nociones aprendidas a medias que flotan en el cerebro de los niños, pero intensamente impresionante. Las frases de la introducción se relacionaban con las estampas del libro y prestaban máximo relieve a los dibujos: una isla azotada por las olas y por la espuma del mar, una embarcación estallándose contra los arrecifes de una costa peñascosa, una luna fría y fantasmal iluminando, entre nubes sombrías, un naufragio...
I cannot tell what sentiment haunted the quite solitary churchyard, with its inscribed headstone; its gate, its two trees, its low horizon, girdled by a broken wall, and its newly-risen crescent, attesting the hour of eventide.
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No acierto a definir el sentimiento que me inspiraba una lámina que representaba un cementerio solitario, con sus lápidas y sus inscripciones, su puerta, sus dos árboles, su cielo bajo y, en él, media luna que, elevándose a lo lejos, alumbraba la noche naciente.
The two ships becalmed on a torpid sea, I believed to be marine phantoms.
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En otra estampa dos buques que aparecían sobre un mar en calma se me figuraban fantasmas marinos.
The fiend pinning down the thief′s pack behind him, I passed over quickly: it was an object of terror.
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FALTA LA TRADUCCIÓN
So was the black horned thing seated aloof on a rock, surveying a distant crowd surrounding a gallows.
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Pasaba algunos dibujos por alto: por ejemplo, aquel en que una figura cornuda y siniestra, sentada sobre una roca, contemplaba una multitud rodeando una horca que se perfilaba en lontananza.
Each picture told a story; mysterious often to my undeveloped understanding and imperfect feelings, yet ever profoundly interesting: as interesting as the tales Bessie sometimes narrated on winter evenings, when she chanced to be in good humour; and when, having brought her ironing-table to the nursery hearth, she allowed us to sit about it, and while she got up Mrs. Reed′s lace frills, and crimped her nightcap borders, fed our eager attention with passages of love and adventure taken from old fairy tales and other ballads; or (as at a later period I discovered) from the pages of Pamela, and Henry, Earl of Moreland.
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Cada lámina de por sí me relataba una historia: una historia generalmente oscura para mi inteligencia y mis sentimientos no del todo desarrollados aún, pero siempre interesante, tan interesante como los cuentos que Bessie nos contaba algunas tardes de invierno, cuando estaba de buen humor. En esas ocasiones llevaba a nuestro cuarto la mesa de planchar y, mientras repasaba los lazos de encaje y los gorros de dormir de Mrs. Reed, nos relataba narraciones de amor y de aventuras tomadas de antiguas fábulas y romances y, en ocasiones (según más adelante descubrí), de las páginas de Pamela and Henry, Earl of Moreland.
With Bewick on my knee, I was then happy: happy at least in my way. I feared nothing but interruption, and that came too soon. The breakfast-room door opened.
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Con el libro en las rodillas me sentía feliz a mi modo. Sólo temía ser interrumpida, y la interrupción llegó, en efecto. La puerta del comedorcito acababa de abrirse.
"Boh! Madam Mope!" cried the voice of John Reed; then he paused: he found the room apparently empty.
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-¡Eh, tú, doña Estropajo! -gritó la voz de John Reed.
"Where the dickens is she!" he continued. "Lizzy! Georgy! (calling to his sisters) Joan is not here: tell mama she is run out into the rain -- bad animal!"
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Al ver que el cuarto estaba, en apariencia, vacío, se interrumpió. ¡Lizzy, Georgy! -gritó-. Janeno está aquí. ¡Debe de haber salido, con lo que llueve! ¡Qué bestia es! Decídselo a mamá.
"It is well I drew the curtain," thought I; and I wished fervently he might not discover my hiding-place: nor would John Reed have found it out himself; he was not quick either of vision or conception; but Eliza just put her head in at the door, and said at once --
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«Menos mal que he corrido las cortinas», pensaba yo. Y deseaba con todo fervor que no descubriera mi escondite. John Reed no lo hubiera encontrado probablemente, ya que su sagacidad no era mucha, pero Eliza, que asomó en aquel momento la cabeza por la puerta, dijo:
"She is in the window-seat, to be sure, Jack."
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-Está en el antepecho de la ventana, Jack. Estoy segura de ello.
And I came out immediately, for I trembled at the idea of being dragged forth by the said Jack.
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Me apresuré a salir, temiendo que si no Jack me sacase a rastras.
"What do you want?" I asked, with awkward diffidence.
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-¿Qué quieres? -pregunté con temor.
"Say, ′What do you want, Master Reed?′" was the answer. "I want you to come here;" and seating himself in an arm-chair, he intimated by a gesture that I was to approach and stand before him.
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-Debes decir: «¿Qué quiere usted, señorito Reed?» -repuso-. Quiero que vengas aquí. Y sentándose en una butaca, me ordenó con un ademán que me acercara.
John Reed was a schoolboy of fourteen years old; four years older than I, for I was but ten: large and stout for his age, with a dingy and unwholesome skin; thick lineaments in a spacious visage, heavy limbs and large extremities. He gorged himself habitually at table, which made him bilious, and gave him a dim and bleared eye and flabby cheeks. He ought now to have been at school; but his mama had taken him home for a month or two, "on account of his delicate health." Mr. Miles, the master, affirmed that he would do very well if he had fewer cakes and sweetmeats sent him from home; but the mother′s heart turned from an opinion so harsh, and inclined rather to the more refined idea that John′s sallowness was owing to over-application and, perhaps, to pining after home.
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John Reed era un mozalbete de catorce años, es decir, contaba cuatro más que yo. Estaba muy desarrollado y fuerte para su edad, su piel era fea y áspera, su cara ancha, sus facciones toscas y sus extremidades muy grandes. Comía hasta atracarse, lo que le producía bilis y le hacía tener los ojos abotargados y las mejillas hinchadas. Debía haber estado ya en el colegio, pero su mamá le retenía en casa durante un mes o dos, «en atención a su delicada salud». Mr. Miles, el maestro, opinaba que John se hallaría mejor si no le enviasen de casa tantos bollos y confituras, pero la madre era de otro criterio y creía que la falta de salud de su hijo se debía a que estudiaba en exceso.
John had not much affection for his mother and sisters, and an antipathy to me. He bullied and punished me; not two or three times in the week, nor once or twice in the day, but continually: every nerve I had feared him, and every morsel of flesh in my bones shrank when he came near. There were moments when I was bewildered by the terror he inspired, because I had no appeal whatever against either his menaces or his inflictions; the servants did not like to offend their young master by taking my part against him, and Mrs. Reed was blind and deaf on the subject: she never saw him strike or heard him abuse me, though he did both now and then in her very presence, more frequently, however, behind her back.
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John no tenía mucho cariño a su madre ni a sus hermanas y sentía hacia mí una marcada antipatía. Me reñía y me castigaba no una o dos veces a la semana o al día, sino siempre y continuamente. Cada vez que se acercaba a mí, todos mis nervios se ponían en tensión y un escalofrío me recorría los huesos. El terror que me inspiraba me hacía perder la cabeza. Era inútil apelar a nadie: la servidumbre no deseaba mal quistarse con el hijo de la señora, y ésta era sorda y ciega respecto al asunto. Al parecer, no veía nunca a John pegarme ni insultarme en su presencia, pese a que lo efectuaba más de una vez, si bien me maltrataba más frecuentemente a espaldas de su madre.
Habitually obedient to John, I came up to his chair: he spent some three minutes in thrusting out his tongue at me as far as he could without damaging the roots: I knew he would soon strike, and while dreading the blow, I mused on the disgusting and ugly appearance of him who would presently deal it. I wonder if he read that notion in my face; for, all at once, without speaking, he struck suddenly and strongly. I tottered, and on regaining my equilibrium retired back a step or two from his chair.
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Obediente, como de costumbre, a las órdenes de John, me acerqué a su butaca. Durante tres minutos estuvo insultándome con todas las energías de su lengua. Yo esperaba que me pegase de un momento a otro, y sin duda en mi rostro se leía la aversión que me inspiraba, porque, de súbito, me descargó un golpe violento. Me tambaleé, procuré recobrar el equilibrio y me aparté uno o dos pasos de su butaca.
"That is for your impudence in answering mama awhile since," said he, "and for your sneaking way of getting behind curtains, and for the look you had in your eyes two minutes since, you rat!"
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-Eso es para que aprendas a contestar a mamá, y a esconderte entre las cortinas, y a mirarme como me acabas de mirar.
Accustomed to John Reed′s abuse, I never had an idea of replying to it; my care was how to endure the blow which would certainly follow the insult.
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Estaba tan acostumbrada a las brutalidades de John Reed, que ni siquiera se me ocurría replicar a sus injurias y sólo me preocupaba de los golpes que solían seguirlas.
"What were you doing behind the curtain?" he asked.
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-¿Qué hacías detrás de la cortina? -preguntó.
"I was reading."
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-Leer.
"Show the book."
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-A ver el libro.
I returned to the window and fetched it thence.
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Lo cogí de la ventana y se lo entregué.
"You have no business to take our books; you are a dependent, mama says; you have no money; your father left you none; you ought to beg, and not to live here with gentlemen′s children like us, and eat the same meals we do, and wear clothes at our mama′s expense. Now, I′ll teach you to rummage my bookshelves: for they are mine; all the house belongs to me, or will do in a few years. Go and stand by the door, out of the way of the mirror and the windows."
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-Tú no tienes por qué andar con nuestros libros. Eres inferior a nosotros: lo dice mamá. Tú no tienes dinero, tu padre no te ha dejado nada y no tienes derecho a vivir con hijos de personas distinguidas como nosotros, ni a comer como nosotros, ni a vestir como nosotros a costa de mamá. Yo te enseñaré a coger mis libros. Porque son míos, para que te enteres, y la casa, y todo lo que hay en ella me pertenece, o me pertenecerá dentro de pocos años. Sepárate un poco y quédate en pie en la puerta, pero no lejos de las ventanas y del espejo.
I did so, not at first aware what was his intention; but when I saw him lift and poise the book and stand in act to hurl it, I instinctively started aside with a cry of alarm: not soon enough, however; the volume was flung, it hit me, and I fell, striking my head against the door and cutting it. The cut bled, the pain was sharp: my terror had passed its climax; other feelings succeeded.
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Le obedecí, sin comprender de momento sus propósitos. Reparé en ellos cuando le vi asir el libro para tirármelo, y quise separarme, pero ya era tarde. El libro me dio en la cabeza, la cabeza tropezó contra la puerta, el golpe me produjo una herida y la herida comenzó a sangrar. El dolor fue tan vivo que mi terror, que había llegado a su extremo límite, dio lugar a otros sentimientos.
"Wicked and cruel boy!" I said. "You are like a murderer -- you are like a slave-driver -- you are like the Roman emperors!"
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-¡Malvado! -le dije-. Eres peor que un asesino, que un negrero, que un emperador romano...
I had read Goldsmith′s History of Rome, and had formed my opinion of Nero, Caligula, &c. Also I had drawn parallels in silence, which I never thought thus to have declared aloud.
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Yo había leído History of Rome, de Goldsmith, y había formado una opinión personal respecto a Nerón, Calígula y demás césares. E incluso había en mi interior establecido paralelismos que hasta aquel momento guardaba ocultos, pero que entonces no conseguí reprimir.
"What! what!" he cried. "Did she say that to me? Did you hear her, Eliza and Georgiana? Won′t I tell mama? but first -- "
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-¡Cómo! -exclamó John-. Eliza, Georgiana, ¿habéis oído lo que me ha dicho? Voy a contárselo a mamá. Pero antes...
He ran headlong at me: I felt him grasp my hair and my shoulder: he had closed with a desperate thing. I really saw in him a tyrant, a murderer. I felt a drop or two of blood from my head trickle down my neck, and was sensible of somewhat pungent suffering: these sensations for the time predominated over fear, and I received him in frantic sort. I don′t very well know what I did with my hands, but he called me "Rat! Rat!" and bellowed out aloud. Aid was near him: Eliza and Georgiana had run for Mrs. Reed, who was gone upstairs: she now came upon the scene, followed by Bessie and her maid Abbot. We were parted: I heard the words --
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Se precipitó hacia mí, me cogió por el cabello y por la espalda y me zarandeó bárbaramente. Yo le consideraba un tirano, un criminal. Una o dos gotas de sangre se deslizaron desde mi cabeza hasta mi cuello. Sentí un dolor agudo. Aquellas impresiones se sobrepusieron a mi miedo y repelí a mi agresor enérgicamente. No sé bien lo que hice, pero le oí decir a gritos: ¡Condenada! ¡Perra! No tardó en recibir ayuda. Eliza y Georgiana habían corrido hacia su madre y ésta aparecía ya en escena, seguida de Bessie y de Abbot, la criada. Nos separaron y oí exclamar:
"Dear! dear! What a fury to fly at Master John!"
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-¡Hay que ver! ¡Con qué furia pegaba esa niña al señorito John!
"Did ever anybody see such a picture of passion!"
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-¡Con cuánta rabia!
Then Mrs. Reed subjoined --
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La Mrs. ordenó:
"Take her away to the red-room, and lock her in there." Four hands were immediately laid upon me, and I was borne upstairs.
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-Llévensela al cuarto rojo y enciérrenla en él. Varias manos me sujetaron y me arrastraron hacia las escaleras.
CHAPTER II
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II
I resisted all the way: a new thing for me, and a circumstance which greatly strengthened the bad opinion Bessie and Miss Abbot were disposed to entertain of me. The fact is, I was a trifle beside myself; or rather out of myself, as the French would say: I was conscious that a moment′s mutiny had already rendered me liable to strange penalties, and, like any other rebel slave, I felt resolved, in my desperation, to go all lengths.
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Resistí por todos los medios. Ello era una cosa insólita y contribuyó a aumentar la mala opinión que de mí tenían Bessie y MissAbbot. Yo estaba excitadísima, fuera de mí. Comprendía, además, las consecuencias que iba a aparejar mi rebeldía y, como un esclavo insurrecto, estaba firmemente decidida, en mi desesperación, a llegar a todos los extremos.
"Hold her arms, Miss Abbot: she′s like a mad cat."
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-Cuidado con los brazos, Miss Abbot:la pequeña araña como una gata.
"For shame! for shame!" cried the lady′s-maid. "What shocking conduct, Miss Eyre, to strike a young gentleman, your benefactress′s son! Your young master."
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-¡Qué vergüenza! -decía la criada-. ¡Qué vergüenza, señorita Eyre! ¡Pegar al hijo de su bienhechora, a su señorito!
"Master! How is he my master? Am I a servant?"
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-¿Mi señorito? ¿Acaso soy una criada?
"No; you are less than a servant, for you do nothing for your keep. There, sit down, and think over your wickedness."
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-Menos que una criada, porque ni siquiera se gana el pan que come. Ea, siéntese aquí y reflexione a solas sobre su mal comportamiento.
They had got me by this time into the apartment indicated by Mrs. Reed, and had thrust me upon a stool: my impulse was to rise from it like a spring; their two pair of hands arrested me instantly.
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Me habían conducido al cuarto indicado por Mrs. Reed y me hicieron sentarme. Mi primer impulso fue ponerme en pie, pero las manos de las dos mujeres me lo impidieron.
"If you don′t sit still, you must be tied down," said Bessie. "Miss Abbot, lend me your garters; she would break mine directly."
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-Si no se está usted quieta, habrá que atarla -dijo Bessie-. Déjeme sus ligas, Abbot. No puedo quitarme las mías, porque tengo que sujetarla.
Miss Abbot turned to divest a stout leg of the necessary ligature. This preparation for bonds, and the additional ignominy it inferred, took a little of the excitement out of me.
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Abbot procedió a despojar sus gruesas piernas de sus ligas. Aquellos preparativos y la afrenta que había de seguirlos disminuyeron algo mi excitación.
"Don′t take them off," I cried; "I will not stir."
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-No necesitan atarme -dije-. No me moveré.
In guarantee whereof, I attached myself to my seat by my hands.
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Y, como garantía de que cumpliría mi promesa, me senté voluntariamente.
"Mind you don′t," said Bessie; and when she had ascertained that I was really subsiding, she loosened her hold of me; then she and Miss Abbot stood with folded arms, looking darkly and doubtfully on my face, as incredulous of my sanity.
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-Más le valdrá-dijo Bessie. Cuando estuvo segura de que yo no me rebelaría más, me soltó, y las dos, cruzándose de brazos, me contemplaron como si dudaran de que yo estuviera en mi sano juicio.
"She never did so before," at last said Bessie, turning to the Abigail.
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-Nunca había hecho una cosa así -dijo Bessie, volviéndose a la criada.
"But it was always in her," was the reply. "I′ve told Missis often my opinion about the child, and Missis agreed with me. She′s an underhand little thing: I never saw a girl of her age with so much cover."
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-Pero en el fondo su modo de ser es ese -replicó la otra-. Siempre se lo estoy diciendo a la señora, y ella concuerda conmigo. Es una niña de malos instintos. Nunca he visto cosa semejante.
Bessie answered not; but ere long, addressing me, she said -- "You ought to be aware, Miss, that you are under obligations to Mrs. Reed: she keeps you: if she were to turn you off, you would have to go to the poorhouse."
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Bessie no contestó, pero se dirigió a mí y me dijo: -Debe usted comprender, señorita, que está bajo la dependencia de Mrs. Reed, que es quien la mantiene. Si la echara de casa, tendría usted que ir al hospicio.
I had nothing to say to these words: they were not new to me: my very first recollections of existence included hints of the same kind. This reproach of my dependence had become a vague sing-song in my ear: very painful and crushing, but only half intelligible. Miss Abbot joined in --
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No contesté a estas palabras. No eran nuevas para mí: las estaba oyendo desde que tenía uso de razón. Y sonaban en mis oídos como un estribillo, muy desagradable sí, pero sólo comprensible a medias. Miss Abbot agregó:
"And you ought not to think yourself on an equality with the Misses Reed and Master Reed, because Missis kindly allows you to be brought up with them. They will have a great deal of money, and you will have none: it is your place to be humble, and to try to make yourself agreeable to them."
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-Y aunque la señora tenga la bondad de tratarla a usted como si fuera igual que sus hijos, debe usted quitarse de la cabeza la idea de que es igual al señorito y a las señoritas. Ellos tienen mucho dinero y usted no tiene nada. Así que su obligación es ser humilde y procurar hacerse agradable a sus bienhechores.
"What we tell you is for your good," added Bessie, in no harsh voice, "you should try to be useful and pleasant, then, perhaps, you would have a home here; but if you become passionate and rude, Missis will send you away, I am sure."
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-Se lo decimos por su bien -añadió Bessie con más suavidad-. Si procura usted ser buena y amable, quizá pueda vivir siempre aquí, pero si es usted mal educada y violenta, la señora la echará de casa.
"Besides," said Miss Abbot, "God will punish her: He might strike her dead in the midst of her tantrums, and then where would she go? Come, Bessie, we will leave her: I wouldn′t have her heart for anything. Say your prayers, Miss Eyre, when you are by yourself; for if you don′t repent, something bad might be permitted to come down the chimney and fetch you away."
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-Además -acrecentó Miss Abbot-,Dios la castigará. Ande, Bessie, vámonos. Rece usted, señorita Eyre, y arrepiéntase de su mala acción, porque, si no, puede venir algún coco por la chimenea y llevársela.
They went, shutting the door, and locking it behind them.
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Se fueron y cerraron la puerta.
The red-room was a square chamber, very seldom slept in, I might say never, indeed, unless when a chance influx of visitors at Gateshead Hall rendered it necessary to turn to account all the accommodation it contained: yet it was one of the largest and stateliest chambers in the mansion. A bed supported on massive pillars of mahogany, hung with curtains of deep red damask, stood out like a tabernacle in the centre; the two large windows, with their blinds always drawn down, were half shrouded in festoons and falls of similar drapery; the carpet was red; the table at the foot of the bed was covered with a crimson cloth; the walls were a soft fawn colour with a blush of pink in it; the wardrobe, the toilet-table, the chairs were of darkly polished old mahogany. Out of these deep surrounding shades rose high, and glared white, the piled-up mattresses and pillows of the bed, spread with a snowy Marseilles counterpane. Scarcely less prominent was an ample cushioned easy-chair near the head of the bed, also white, with a footstool before it; and looking, as I thought, like a pale throne.
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