Chapter 51

CAPITULO LI

Their sister′s wedding day arrived; and Jane and Elizabeth felt for her probably more than she felt for herself. The carriage was sent to meet them at ----, and they were to return in it by dinner-time. Their arrival was dreaded by the elder Miss Bennets, and Jane more especially, who gave Lydia the feelings which would have attended herself, had she been the culprit, and was wretched in the thought of what her sister must endure. Llegó el día de la boda de Lydia, y Jane y Elizabeth se interesaron por ella probablemente más que ella misma. Se envió el coche a buscarlos a X, y volvería con ellos a la hora de comer. Jane y Elizabeth temían su llegada, especialmente Jane, que suponía en Lydia los mismos sentimientos que a ella la habrían embargado si hubiese sido la culpable, y se atormentaba pensando en lo que Lydia debía sufrir.
They came. The family were assembled in the breakfast room to receive them. Smiles decked the face of Mrs. Bennet as the carriage drove up to the door; her husband looked impenetrably grave; her daughters, alarmed, anxious, uneasy. Llegaron. La familia estaba reunida en el saloncillo esperándolos. La sonrisa adornaba el rostro de la señora Bennet cuando el coche se detuvo frente a la puerta; su marido estaba impenetrablemente serio, y sus hijas, alarmadas, ansiosas e inquietas.
Lydia′s voice was heard in the vestibule; the door was thrown open, and she ran into the room. Her mother stepped forwards, embraced her, and welcomed her with rapture; gave her hand, with an affectionate smile, to Wickham, who followed his lady; and wished them both joy with an alacrity which shewed no doubt of their happiness. Se oyó la voz de Lydia en el vestíbulo; se abrió la puerta y la recién casada entró en la habitación. Su madre se levantó, la abrazó y le dio con entusiasmo la bienvenida, tendiéndole la mano a Wickham que seguía a su mujer, deseándoles a ambos la mayor felicidad, con una presteza que demostraba su convicción de que sin duda serían felices.
Their reception from Mr. Bennet, to whom they then turned, was not quite so cordial. His countenance rather gained in austerity; and he scarcely opened his lips. The easy assurance of the young couple, indeed, was enough to provoke him. Elizabeth was disgusted, and even Miss Bennet was shocked. Lydia was Lydia still; untamed, unabashed, wild, noisy, and fearless. She turned from sister to sister, demanding their congratulations; and when at length they all sat down, looked eagerly round the room, took notice of some little alteration in it, and observed, with a laugh, that it was a great while since she had been there. El recibimiento del señor Bennet, hacia quien se dirigieron luego, ya no fue tan cordial. Reafirmó su seriedad y apenas abrió los labios. La tranquilidad de la joven pareja era realmente suficiente para provocarle. A Elizabeth le daban vergÜenza e incluso Jane estaba escandalizada. Lydia seguía siendo Lydia: indómita, descarada, insensata, chillona y atrevida. Fue de hermana en hermana pidiéndoles que la felicitaran, y cuando al fin se sentaron todos, miró con avidez por toda la estancia, notando que había habido un pequeño cambio, y, soltando una carcajada, dijo que hacía un montón de tiempo que no estaba allí.
Wickham was not at all more distressed than herself, but his manners were always so pleasing, that had his character and his marriage been exactly what they ought, his smiles and his easy address, while he claimed their relationship, would have delighted them all. Elizabeth had not before believed him quite equal to such assurance; but she sat down, resolving within herself to draw no limits in future to the impudence of an impudent man. She blushed, and Jane blushed; but the cheeks of the two who caused their confusion suffered no variation of colour. Wickham no parecía menos contento que ella; pero sus modales seguían siendo tan agradables que si su modo de ser y su boda hubieran sido como debían, sus sonrisas y sus desenvueltos ademanes al reclamar el reconocimiento de su parentesco por parte de sus cuñadas, les habrían seducido a todas. Elizabeth nunca creyó que fuese capaz de tanta desfachatez, pero se sentó decidida a no fijar límites en adelante a la desvergÜenza de un desvergonzado. Tanto Jane como ella estaban ruborizadas, pero las mejillas de los causantes de su turbación permanecían inmutables.
There was no want of discourse. The bride and her mother could neither of them talk fast enough; and Wickham, who happened to sit near Elizabeth, began inquiring after his acquaintance in that neighbourhood, with a good humoured ease which she felt very unable to equal in her replies. They seemed each of them to have the happiest memories in the world. Nothing of the past was recollected with pain; and Lydia led voluntarily to subjects which her sisters would not have alluded to for the world. No faltó la conversación. La novia y la madre hablaban sin respiro, y Wickham, que se sentó al lado de Elizabeth, comenzó a preguntar por sus conocidos de la vecindad con una alegría y buen humor, que ella no habría podido igualar en sus respuestas. Tanto Lydia como Wickham parecían tener unos recuerdos maravillosos. Recordaban todo lo pasado sin ningún pesar, y ella hablaba voluntariamente de cosas a las que sus hermanas no habrían hecho alusión por nada del mundo.
"Only think of its being three months," she cried, "since I went away; it seems but a fortnight I declare; and yet there have been things enough happened in the time. Good gracious! when I went away, I am sure I had no more idea of being married till I came back again! though I thought it would be very good fun if I was." –– ¡Ya han pasado tres meses desde que me fui! –– exclamó –– . ¡Y parece que fue hace sólo quince días! Y, sin embargo, ¡cuántas cosas han ocurrido! ¡Dios mío! Cuando me fui no tenía ni idea de que cuando volviera iba a estar casada; aunque pensaba que sería divertidísimo que así fuese.
Her father lifted up his eyes. Jane was distressed. Elizabeth looked expressively at Lydia; but she, who never heard nor saw anything of which she chose to be insensible, gaily continued, "Oh! mamma, do the people hereabouts know I am married to-day? I was afraid they might not; and we overtook William Goulding in his curricle, so I was determined he should know it, and so I let down the side-glass next to him, and took off my glove, and let my hand just rest upon the window frame, so that he might see the ring, and then I bowed and smiled like anything." Su padre alzó los ojos; Jane estaba angustiada; Elizabeth miró a Lydia significativamente, pero ella, que nunca veía ni oía lo que no le interesaba, continuó alegremente: –– Mamá, ¿sabe la gente de por aquí que me he casado? Me temía que no, y por eso, cuando adelantamos el carruaje de William Goulding, quise que se enterase; bajé el cristal que quedaba a su lado y me quité el guante y apoyé la mano en el marco de la ventanilla para que me viese el anillo. Entonces le saludé y sonreí como si nada.
Elizabeth could bear it no longer. She got up, and ran out of the room; and returned no more, till she heard them passing through the hall to the dining parlour. She then joined them soon enough to see Lydia, with anxious parade, walk up to her mother′s right hand, and hear her say to her eldest sister, "Ah! Jane, I take your place now, and you must go lower, because I am a married woman." Elizabeth no lo aguantó más. Se levantó y se fue a su cuarto y no bajó hasta oír que pasaban por el vestíbulo en dirección al comedor. Llegó a tiempo de ver cómo Lydia, pavoneándose, se colocaba en la mesa al lado derecho de su madre y le decía a su hermana mayor: –– Jane, ahora me corresponde a mí tu puesto. Tú pasas a segundo lugar, porque yo soy una señora casada.
It was not to be supposed that time would give Lydia that embarrassment from which she had been so wholly free at first. Her ease and good spirits increased. She longed to see Mrs. Phillips, the Lucases, and all their other neighbours, and to hear herself called "Mrs. Wickham" by each of them; and in the mean time, she went after dinner to show her ring, and boast of being married, to Mrs. Hill and the two housemaids. No cabía suponer que el tiempo diese a Lydia aquella mesura de la que siempre había carecido. Su tranquilidad de espíritu y su desenfado iban en aumento. Estaba impaciente por ver a la señora Philips, a los Lucas y a todos los demás vecinos, para oír cómo la llamaban «señora Wickham». Mientras tanto, después de comer, fue a enseñar su anillo de boda a la señora Hill y a las dos criadas para presumir de casada.
"Well, mamma," said she, when they were all returned to the breakfast room, "and what do you think of my husband? Is not he a charming man? I am sure my sisters must all envy me. I only hope they may have half my good luck. They must all go to Brighton. That is the place to get husbands. What a pity it is, mamma, we did not all go." –– Bien, mamá –– dijo cuando todos volvieron al saloncillo –– , ¿qué te parece mi marido? ¿No es encantador? Estoy segura de que todas mis hermanas me envidian; sólo deseo que tengan la mitad de suerte que yo. Deberían ir a Brighton; es un sitio ideal para conseguir marido. ¡Qué pena que no hayamos ido todos!
"Very true; and if I had my will, we should. But my dear Lydia, I don′t at all like your going such a way off. Must it be so?" –– Es verdad. Si yo mandase, habríamos ido. Lydia, querida mía, no me gusta nada que te vayas tan lejos. ¿Tiene que ser así?
"Oh, lord! yes;--there is nothing in that. I shall like it of all things. You and papa, and my sisters, must come down and see us. We shall be at Newcastle all the winter, and I dare say there will be some balls, and I will take care to get good partners for them all." –– ¡Oh, Señor! Sí, no hay más remedio. Pero me gustará mucho. Tú, papá y mis hermanas tenéis que venir a vernos. Estaremos en Newcastle todo el invierno, y habrá seguramente algunos bailes; procuraré conseguir buenas parejas para todas.
"I should like it beyond anything!" said her mother. –– ¡Eso es lo que más me gustaría! –– suspiró su madre.
"And then when you go away, you may leave one or two of my sisters behind you; and I dare say I shall get husbands for them before the winter is over." –– Y cuando regreséis, que se queden con nosotros una o dos de mis hermanas, y estoy segura de que les habré encontrado marido antes de que acabe el invierno:
"I thank you for my share of the favour," said Elizabeth; "but I do not particularly like your way of getting husbands." –– Te agradezco la intención –– repuso Elizabeth –– , pero no me gusta mucho que digamos tu manera de conseguir marido.
Their visitors were not to remain above ten days with them. Mr. Wickham had received his commission before he left London, and he was to join his regiment at the end of a fortnight. Los invitados iban a estar en Longbourn diez días solamente. Wickham había recibido su destino antes de salir de Londres y tenía que incorporarse a su regimiento dentro de una quincena.
No one but Mrs. Bennet regretted that their stay would be so short; and she made the most of the time by visiting about with her daughter, and having very frequent parties at home. These parties were acceptable to all; to avoid a family circle was even more desirable to such as did think, than such as did not. Nadie, excepto la señora Bennet, sentía que su estancia fuese tan corta. La mayor parte del tiempo se lo pasó en hacer visitas acompañada de su hija y en organizar fiestas en la casa. Las fiestas eran gratas a todos; evitar el círculo familiar era aún más deseable para los que pensaban que para los que no pensaban.
Wickham′s affection for Lydia was just what Elizabeth had expected to find it; not equal to Lydia′s for him. She had scarcely needed her present observation to be satisfied, from the reason of things, that their elopement had been brought on by the strength of her love, rather than by his; and she would have wondered why, without violently caring for her, he chose to elope with her at all, had she not felt certain that his flight was rendered necessary by distress of circumstances; and if that were the case, he was not the young man to resist an opportunity of having a companion. El cariño de Wickham por Lydia era exactamente tal como Elizabeth se lo había imaginado, y muy distinto que el de Lydia por él. No necesitó Elizabeth más que observar un poco a su hermana para darse cuenta de que la fuga había obedecido más al amor de ella por él que al de él por ella. Se habría extrañado de que Wickham se hubiera fugado con una mujer hacia la que no sentía ninguna atracción especial, si no hubiese tenido por cierto que la mala situación en que se encontraba le había impuesto aquella acción, y no era él hombre, en semejante caso, para rehuir la oportunidad de tener una compañera.
Lydia was exceedingly fond of him. He was her dear Wickham on every occasion; no one was to be put in competition with him. He did every thing best in the world; and she was sure he would kill more birds on the first of September, than any body else in the country. Lydia estaba loca por él; su «querido Wickham» no se la caía de la boca, era el hombre más perfecto del mundo y todo lo que hacía estaba bien hecho. Aseguraba que a primeros de septiembre Wickham mataría más pájaros que nadie de la comarca.
One morning, soon after their arrival, as she was sitting with her two elder sisters, she said to Elizabeth: Una mañana, poco después de su llegada, mientras estaba sentada con sus hermanas mayores, Lydia le dijo a Elizabeth:
"Lizzy, I never gave you an account of my wedding, I believe. You were not by, when I told mamma and the others all about it. Are not you curious to hear how it was managed?" –– Creo que todavía no te he contado cómo fue mi boda. No estabas presente cuando se la expliqué a mamá y a las otras. ¿No te interesa saberlo?
"No really," replied Elizabeth; "I think there cannot be too little said on the subject." –– Realmente, no –– contestó Elizabeth –– ; no deberías hablar mucho de ese asunto.
"La! You are so strange! But I must tell you how it went off. We were married, you know, at St. Clement′s, because Wickham′s lodgings were in that parish. And it was settled that we should all be there by eleven o′clock. My uncle and aunt and I were to go together; and the others were to meet us at the church. Well, Monday morning came, and I was in such a fuss! I was so afraid, you know, that something would happen to put it off, and then I should have gone quite distracted. And there was my aunt, all the time I was dressing, preaching and talking away just as if she was reading a sermon. However, I did not hear above one word in ten, for I was thinking, you may suppose, of my dear Wickham. I longed to know whether he would be married in his blue coat." –– ¡Ay, qué rara eres! Pero quiero contártelo. Ya sabes que nos casamos en San Clemente, porque el alojamiento de Wickham pertenecía a esa parroquia. Habíamos acordado estar todos allí a las once. Mis tíos y yo teníamos que ir juntos y reunirnos con los demás en la iglesia. Bueno; llegó la mañana del lunes y yo estaba que no veía. ¿Sabes? ¡Tenía un miedo de que pasara algo que lo echase todo a perder, me habría vuelto loca! Mientras me vestí, mi tía me estuvo predicando dale que dale como si me estuviera leyendo un sermón. Pero yo no escuché ni la décima parte de sus palabras porque, como puedes suponer, pensaba en mi querido Wickham, y en si se pondría su traje azul para la boda.
"Well, and so we breakfasted at ten as usual; I thought it would never be over; for, by the bye, you are to understand, that my uncle and aunt were horrid unpleasant all the time I was with them. If you′ll believe me, I did not once put my foot out of doors, though I was there a fortnight. Not one party, or scheme, or anything. To be sure London was rather thin, but, however, the Little Theatre was open. Well, and so just as the carriage came to the door, my uncle was called away upon business to that horrid man Mr. Stone. And then, you know, when once they get together, there is no end of it. Well, I was so frightened I did not know what to do, for my uncle was to give me away; and if we were beyond the hour, we could not be married all day. But, luckily, he came back again in ten minutes′ time, and then we all set out. However, I recollected afterwards that if he had been prevented going, the wedding need not be put off, for Mr. Darcy might have done as well." »Bueno; desayunamos a las diez, como de costumbre. Yo creí que aquello no acabaría nunca, porque has de saber que los tíos estuvieron pesadísimos conmigo durante todo el tiempo que pasé con ellos. Créeme, no puse los pies fuera de casa en los quince días; ni una fiesta, ninguna excursión, ¡nada! La verdad es que Londres no estaba muy animado; pero el Little Theatre estaba abierto. En cuanto llegó el coche a la puerta, mi tío tuvo que atender a aquel horrible señor Stone para cierto asunto. Y ya sabes que en cuanto se encuentran, la cosa va para largo. Bueno, yo tenía tanto miedo que no sabía qué hacer, porque mi tío iba a ser el padrino, y si llegábamos después de la hora, ya no podríamos casarnos aquel día. Pero, afortunadamente, mi tío estuvo listo a los dos minutos y salimos para la iglesia. Pero después me acordé de que si tío Gardiner no hubiese podido ir a la boda, de todos modos no se habría suspendido, porque el señor Darcy podía haber ocupado su lugar.
"Mr. Darcy!" repeated Elizabeth, in utter amazement. ¡El señor Darcy! –– repitió Elizabeth con total asombro.
"Oh, yes!--he was to come there with Wickham, you know. But gracious me! I quite forgot! I ought not to have said a word about it. I promised them so faithfully! What will Wickham say? It was to be such a secret!" ¡Claro! Acompañaba a Wickham, ya sabes. Pero ¡ay de mí, se me había olvidado! No debí decirlo. Se lo prometí fielmente. ¿Qué dirá Wickham? ¡Era un secreto!
"If it was to be secret," said Jane, "say not another word on the subject. You may depend upon my seeking no further." –– Si era un secreto –– dijo Jane –– no digas ni una palabra más. Yo no quiero saberlo.
"Oh! certainly," said Elizabeth, though burning with curiosity; "we will ask you no questions." –– Naturalmente –– añadió Elizabeth, a pesar de que se moría de curiosidad –– , no te preguntaremos nada.
"Thank you," said Lydia, "for if you did, I should certainly tell you all, and then Wickham would be angry." –– Gracias –– dijo Lydia –– , porque si me preguntáis, os lo contaría todo y Wickham se enfadaría.
On such encouragement to ask, Elizabeth was forced to put it out of her power, by running away. Con semejante incentivo para sonsacarle, Elizabeth se abstuvo de hacerlo y para huir de la tentación se marchó.
But to live in ignorance on such a point was impossible; or at least it was impossible not to try for information. Mr. Darcy had been at her sister′s wedding. It was exactly a scene, and exactly among people, where he had apparently least to do, and least temptation to go. Conjectures as to the meaning of it, rapid and wild, hurried into her brain; but she was satisfied with none. Those that best pleased her, as placing his conduct in the noblest light, seemed most improbable. She could not bear such suspense; and hastily seizing a sheet of paper, wrote a short letter to her aunt, to request an explanation of what Lydia had dropt, if it were compatible with the secrecy which had been intended. Pero ignorar aquello era imposible o, por lo menos, lo era no tratar de informarse. Darcy había asistido a la boda de Lydia. Tanto el hecho como sus protagonistas parecían precisamente los menos indicados para que Darcy se mezclase con ellos. Por su cabeza cruzaron rápidas y confusas conjeturas sobre lo que aquello significaba, pero ninguna le pareció aceptable. Las que más le complacían, porque enaltecían a Darcy, eran aparentemente improbables. No podía soportar tal incertidumbre, por lo que se apresuró y cogió una hoja de papel para escribir una breve carta a su tía pidiéndole le aclarase lo que a Lydia se le había escapado, si era compatible con el secreto del asunto.
"You may readily comprehend," she added, "what my curiosity must be to know how a person unconnected with any of us, and (comparatively speaking) a stranger to our family, should have been amongst you at such a time. Pray write instantly, and let me understand it--unless it is, for very cogent reasons, to remain in the secrecy which Lydia seems to think necessary; and then I must endeavour to be satisfied with ignorance." «Ya comprenderás –– añadía –– que necesito saber por qué una persona que no tiene nada que ver con nosotros y que propiamente hablando es un extraño para nuestra familia, ha estado con vosotros en ese momento. Te suplico que me contestes a vuelta de correo y me lo expliques, a no ser que haya poderosas razones que impongan el secreto que Lydia dice, en cuyo caso tendré que tratar de resignarme con la ignorancia.»
"Not that I shall ; though," she added to herself, as she finished the letter; "and my dear aunt, if you do not tell me in an honourable manner, I shall certainly be reduced to tricks and stratagems to find it out." «Pero no lo haré», se dijo a sí misma al acabar la carta; «y querida tía, si no me lo cuentas, me veré obligada a recurrir a tretas y estratagemas para averiguarlo».
Jane′s delicate sense of honour would not allow her to speak to Elizabeth privately of what Lydia had let fall; Elizabeth was glad of it;--till it appeared whether her inquiries would receive any satisfaction, she had rather be without a confidante. El delicado sentido del honor de Jane le impidió hablar a solas con Elizabeth de lo que a Lydia se le había escapado. Elizabeth se alegró, aunque de esta manera, si sus pesquisas daban resultado, no podría tener un confidente.