Chapter 43

CAPITULO XLIII

Elizabeth, as they drove along, watched for the first appearance of Pemberley Woods with some perturbation; and when at length they turned in at the lodge, her spirits were in a high flutter. Elizabeth divisó los bosques de Pemberley con cierta turbación, y cuando por fin llegaron a la puerta, su corazón latía fuertemente.
The park was very large, and contained great variety of ground. They entered it in one of its lowest points, and drove for some time through a beautiful wood stretching over a wide extent. La finca era enorme y comprendía gran variedad de tierras. Entraron por uno de los puntos más bajos y pasearon largamente a través de un hermoso bosque que se extendía sobre su amplia superficie.
Elizabeth′s mind was too full for conversation, but she saw and admired every remarkable spot and point of view. They gradually ascended for half-a-mile, and then found themselves at the top of a considerable eminence, where the wood ceased, and the eye was instantly caught by Pemberley House, situated on the opposite side of a valley, into which the road with some abruptness wound. It was a large, handsome stone building, standing well on rising ground, and backed by a ridge of high woody hills; and in front, a stream of some natural importance was swelled into greater, but without any artificial appearance. Its banks were neither formal nor falsely adorned. Elizabeth was delighted. She had never seen a place for which nature had done more, or where natural beauty had been so little counteracted by an awkward taste. They were all of them warm in their admiration; and at that moment she felt that to be mistress of Pemberley might be something! La mente de Elizabeth estaba demasiado ocupada para poder conversar; pero observaba y admiraba todos los parajes notables y todas las vistas. Durante media milla subieron una cuesta que les condujo a una loma considerable donde el bosque se interrumpía y desde donde vieron en seguida la casa de Pemberley, situada al otro lado del valle por el cual se deslizaba un camino algo abrupto. Era un edificio de piedra, amplio y hermoso, bien emplazado en un altozano que se destacaba delante de una cadena de elevadas colinas cubiertas de bosque, y tenía enfrente un arroyo bastante caudaloso que corría cada vez más potente, completamente natural y salvaje. Sus orillas no eran regulares ni estaban falsamente adornadas con obras de jardinería. Elizabeth se quedó maravillada. Jamás había visto un lugar más favorecido por la naturaleza o donde la belleza natural estuviese menos deteriorada por el mal gusto. Todos estaban llenos de admiración, y Elizabeth comprendió entonces lo que podría significar ser la señora de Pemberley.
They descended the hill, crossed the bridge, and drove to the door; and, while examining the nearer aspect of the house, all her apprehension of meeting its owner returned. She dreaded lest the chambermaid had been mistaken. On applying to see the place, they were admitted into the hall; and Elizabeth, as they waited for the housekeeper, had leisure to wonder at her being where she was. Bajaron la colina, cruzaron un puente y siguieron hasta la puerta. Mientras examinaban el aspecto de la casa de cerca, Elizabeth temió otra vez encontrarse con el dueño. ¿Y si la camarera se hubiese equivocado? Después de pedir permiso para ver la mansión, les introdujeron en el vestíbulo. Mientras esperaban al ama de llaves, Elizabeth tuvo tiempo para maravillarse de encontrarse en semejante lugar.
The housekeeper came; a respectable-looking elderly woman, much less fine, and more civil, than she had any notion of finding her. They followed her into the dining-parlour. It was a large, well proportioned room, handsomely fitted up. Elizabeth, after slightly surveying it, went to a window to enjoy its prospect. The hill, crowned with wood, which they had descended, receiving increased abruptness from the distance, was a beautiful object. Every disposition of the ground was good; and she looked on the whole scene, the river, the trees scattered on its banks and the winding of the valley, as far as she could trace it, with delight. As they passed into other rooms these objects were taking different positions; but from every window there were beauties to be seen. The rooms were lofty and handsome, and their furniture suitable to the fortune of its proprietor; but Elizabeth saw, with admiration of his taste, that it was neither gaudy nor uselessly fine; with less of splendour, and more real elegance, than the furniture of Rosings. El ama de llaves era una mujer de edad, de aspecto respetable, mucho menos estirada y mucho más cortés de lo que Elizabeth había imaginado. Los llevó al comedor. Era una pieza de buenas proporciones y elegantemente amueblada. Elizabeth la miró ligeramente y se dirigió a una de las ventanas para contemplar la vista. La colina coronada de bosque por la que habían descendido, a distancia resultaba más abrupta y más hermosa. Toda la disposición del terreno era buena; miró con delicia aquel paisaje: el arroyo, los árboles de las orillas y la curva del valle hasta donde alcanzaba la vista. Al pasar a otras habitaciones, el paisaje aparecía en ángulos distintos, pero desde todas las ventanas se divisaban panoramas magníficos. Las piezas eran altas y bellas, y su mobiliario estaba en armonía con la fortuna de su propietario. Elizabeth notó, admirando el gusto de éste, que no había nada llamativo ni cursi y que había allí menos pompa pero más elegancia que en Rosings.
"And of this place," thought she, "I might have been mistress! With these rooms I might now have been familiarly acquainted! Instead of viewing them as a stranger, I might have rejoiced in them as my own, and welcomed to them as visitors my uncle and aunt. But no,"--recollecting herself--"that could never be; my uncle and aunt would have been lost to me; I should not have been allowed to invite them." «¡Y pensar –– se decía –– que habría podido ser dueña de todo esto! ¡Estas habitaciones podrían ahora ser las mías! ¡En lugar de visitarlas como una forastera, podría disfrutarlas y recibir en ellas la visita de mis tíos! Pero no –– repuso recobrándose –– , no habría sido posible, hubiese tenido que renunciar a mis tíos; no se me hubiese permitido invitarlos.»
This was a lucky recollection--it saved her from something very like regret. Esto la reanimó y la salvó de algo parecido al arrepentimiento.
She longed to inquire of the housekeeper whether her master was really absent, but had not the courage for it. At length however, the question was asked by her uncle; and she turned away with alarm, while Mrs. Reynolds replied that he was, adding, "But we expect him to-morrow, with a large party of friends." How rejoiced was Elizabeth that their own journey had not by any circumstance been delayed a day! Quería averiguar por el ama de llaves si su amo estaba de veras ausente, pero le faltaba valor. Por fin fue su tío el que hizo la pregunta y Elizabeth se volvió asustada cuando la señora Reynolds dijo que sí, añadiendo: –– Pero le esperamos mañana. Va a venir con muchos amigos. Elizabeth se alegró de que su viaje no se hubiese aplazado un día por cualquier circunstancia.
Her aunt now called her to look at a picture. She approached and saw the likeness of Mr. Wickham, suspended, amongst several other miniatures, over the mantelpiece. Her aunt asked her, smilingly, how she liked it. The housekeeper came forward, and told them it was a picture of a young gentleman, the son of her late master′s steward, who had been brought up by him at his own expense. "He is now gone into the army," she added; "but I am afraid he has turned out very wild." Su tía la llamó para que viese un cuadro. Elizabeth se acercó y vio un retrato de Wickham encima de la repisa de la chimenea entre otras miniaturas. Su tía le preguntó sonriente qué le parecía. El ama de llaves vino a decirles que aquel era una joven hijo del último administrador de su señor, educado por éste a expensas suyas. –– Ahora ha entrado en el ejército –– –– añadió –– y creo que es un bala perdida.
Mrs. Gardiner looked at her niece with a smile, but Elizabeth could not return it. La señora Gardiner miró a su sobrina con una sonrisa, pero Elizabeth se quedó muy seria.
"And that," said Mrs. Reynolds, pointing to another of the miniatures, "is my master--and very like him. It was drawn at the same time as the other--about eight years ago." –– Y éste –– dijo la señora Reynolds indicando otra de las miniaturas –– es mi amo, y está muy parecido. Lo pintaron al mismo tiempo que el otro, hará unos ocho años.
"I have heard much of your master′s fine person," said Mrs. Gardiner, looking at the picture; "it is a handsome face. But, Lizzy, you can tell us whether it is like or not." –– He oído hablar mucho de la distinción de su amo –– replicó la señora Gardiner contemplando el retrato –– , es guapo. Elizabeth, dime si está o no parecido.
Mrs. Reynolds respect for Elizabeth seemed to increase on this intimation of her knowing her master. El respeto de la señora Reynolds hacia Elizabeth pareció aumentar al ver que conocía a su señor –– ¿Conoce la señorita al señor Darcy?
"Does that young lady know Mr. Darcy?" Elizabeth se sonrojó y respondió:
Elizabeth coloured, and said: "A little." –– Un poco.
"And do not you think him a very handsome gentleman, ma′am?" –– ¿Y no cree la señorita que es un caballero muy apuesto?
"Yes, very handsome." –– Sí, muy guapo.
"I am sure I know none so handsome; but in the gallery upstairs you will see a finer, larger picture of him than this. This room was my late master′s favourite room, and these miniatures are just as they used to be then. He was very fond of them." –– Juraría que es el más guapo que he visto; pero en la galería del piso de arriba verán ustedes un retrato suyo mejor y más grande. Este cuarto era el favorito de mi anterior señor, y estas miniaturas están tal y como estaban en vida suya. Le gustaban mucho.
This accounted to Elizabeth for Mr. Wickham′s being among them. Elizabeth se explicó entonces porque estaba entre ellas la de Wickham.
Mrs. Reynolds then directed their attention to one of Miss Darcy, drawn when she was only eight years old. La señora Reynolds les enseñó entonces un retrato de la señorita Darcy, pintado cuando sólo tenía ocho años.
"And is Miss Darcy as handsome as her brother?" said Mrs. Gardiner. –– ¿Y la señorita Darcy es tan guapa como su hermano?
"Oh! yes--the handsomest young lady that ever was seen; and so accomplished!--She plays and sings all day long. In the next room is a new instrument just come down for her--a present from my master; she comes here to-morrow with him." –– ¡Oh, sí! ¡Es la joven más bella que se haya visto jamás! ¡Y tan aplicada! Toca y canta todo el día. En la siguiente habitación hay un piano nuevo que le acaban de traer, regalo de mi señor. Ella también llegará mañana con él.
Mr. Gardiner, whose manners were very easy and pleasant, encouraged her communicativeness by his questions and remarks; Mrs. Reynolds, either by pride or attachment, had evidently great pleasure in talking of her master and his sister. El señor Gardiner, con amabilidad y destreza, le tiraba de la lengua, y la señora Reynolds, por orgullo y por afecto, se complacía evidentemente en hablar de su señor y de la hermana.
"Is your master much at Pemberley in the course of the year?" –– ¿Viene su señor muy a menudo a Pemberley a lo largo del año?
"Not so much as I could wish, sir; but I dare say he may spend half his time here; and Miss Darcy is always down for the summer months." –– No tanto como yo querría, señor; pero diría que pasa aquí la mitad del tiempo; la señorita Darcy siempre está aquí durante los meses de verano.
"Except," thought Elizabeth, "when she goes to Ramsgate." «Excepto –– pensó Elizabeth –– cuando va a Ramsgate.»
"If your master would marry, you might see more of him." –– Si su amo se casara, lo vería usted más.
"Yes, sir; but I do not know when that will be. I do not know who is good enough for him." –– Sí, señor; pero no sé cuando será. No sé si habrá alguien que lo merezca.
Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner smiled. Elizabeth could not help saying, "It is very much to his credit, I am sure, that you should think so." Los señores Gardiner se sonrieron. Elizabeth no pudo menos que decir: –– Si así lo cree, eso dice mucho en favor del señor Darcy.
"I say no more than the truth, and everybody will say that knows him," replied the other. Elizabeth thought this was going pretty far; and she listened with increasing astonishment as the housekeeper added, "I have never known a cross word from him in my life, and I have known him ever since he was four years old." –– No digo más que la verdad y lo que diría cualquiera que le conozca –– replicó la señora Reynolds. Elizabeth creyó que la cosa estaba yendo demasiado lejos, y escuchó con creciente asombro lo que continuó diciendo el ama de llaves.
This was praise, of all others most extraordinary, most opposite to her ideas. That he was not a good-tempered man had been her firmest opinion. Her keenest attention was awakened; she longed to hear more, and was grateful to her uncle for saying: –– Nunca en la vida tuvo una palabra de enojo conmigo. Y le conozco desde que tenía cuatro años. Era un elogio más importante que todos los otros y más opuesto a lo que Elizabeth pensaba de Darcy. Siempre creyó firmemente que era hombre de mal carácter. Con viva curiosidad esperaba seguir oyendo lo que decía el ama, cuando su tío observó:
"There are very few people of whom so much can be said. You are lucky in having such a master." –– Pocas personas hay de quienes se pueda decir eso. Es una suerte para usted tener un señor así.
"Yes, sir, I know I am. If I were to go through the world, I could not meet with a better. But I have always observed, that they who are good-natured when children, are good-natured when they grow up; and he was always the sweetest-tempered, most generous-hearted boy in the world." –– Sí, señor; es una suerte. Aunque diese la vuelta al mundo, no encontraría otro mejor. Siempre me he fijado en que los que son bondadosos de pequeños, siguen siéndolo de mayores. Y el señor Darcy era el niño más dulce y generoso de la tierra.
Elizabeth almost stared at her. "Can this be Mr. Darcy?" thought she. Elizabeth se quedó mirando fijamente a la anciana: «¿Puede ser ése Darcy?», pensó.
"His father was an excellent man," said Mrs. Gardiner. –– Creo que su padre era una excelente persona –– agregó la señora Gardiner.
"Yes, ma′am, that he was indeed; and his son will be just like him--just as affable to the poor." –– Sí, señora; sí que lo era, y su hijo es exactamente como él, igual de bueno con los pobres.
Elizabeth listened, wondered, doubted, and was impatient for more. Mrs. Reynolds could interest her on no other point. She related the subjects of the pictures, the dimensions of the rooms, and the price of the furniture, in vain, Mr. Gardiner, highly amused by the kind of family prejudice to which he attributed her excessive commendation of her master, soon led again to the subject; and she dwelt with energy on his many merits as they proceeded together up the great staircase. Elizabeth oía, se admiraba, dudaba y deseaba saber más. La señora Reynolds no lograba llamar su atención con ninguna otra cosa. Era inútil que le explicase el tema de los cuadros, las dimensiones de las piezas y el valor del mobiliario. El señor Gardiner, muy divertido ante lo que él suponía prejuicio de familia y que inspiraba los rendidos elogios de la anciana a su señor, no tardó en insistir en sus preguntas, y mientras subían la gran escalera, la señora Reynolds siguió ensalzando los muchos méritos de Darcy.
"He is the best landlord, and the best master," said she, "that ever lived; not like the wild young men nowadays, who think of nothing but themselves. There is not one of his tenants or servants but will give him a good name. Some people call him proud; but I am sure I never saw anything of it. To my fancy, it is only because he does not rattle away like other young men." –– Es el mejor señor y el mejor amo que pueda haber; no se parece a los atolondrados jóvenes de hoy en día que no piensen más que en sí mismos. No hay uno solo de sus colonos y criados que no le alabe. Algunos dicen que es orgulloso, pero yo nunca se lo he notado. Me figuro que lo encuentran orgulloso porque no es bullanguero como los demás.
"In what an amiable light does this place him!" thought Elizabeth. «En qué buen lugar lo sitúa todo esto», pensó Elizabeth.
"This fine account of him," whispered her aunt as they walked, "is not quite consistent with his behaviour to our poor friend." –– Tan delicado elogio –– cuchicheó su tía mientras seguían visitando la casa –– no se aviene con lo que hizo a nuestro pobre amigo.
"Perhaps we might be deceived." –– Tal vez estemos equivocados.
"That is not very likely; our authority was too good." –– No es probable; lo sabemos de muy buena tinta.
On reaching the spacious lobby above they were shown into a very pretty sitting-room, lately fitted up with greater elegance and lightness than the apartments below; and were informed that it was but just done to give pleasure to Miss Darcy, who had taken a liking to the room when last at Pemberley. En el amplio corredor de arriba se les mostró un lindo aposento recientemente adornado con mayor elegancia y tono más claro que los departamentos inferiores, y se les dijo que todo aquello se había hecho para complacer a la señorita Darcy, que se había aficionado a aquella habitación la última vez que estuvo en Pemberley.
"He is certainly a good brother," said Elizabeth, as she walked towards one of the windows. –– Es realmente un buen hermano –– dijo Elizabeth dirigiéndose a una de las ventanas.
Mrs. Reynolds anticipated Miss Darcy′s delight, when she should enter the room. "And this is always the way with him," she added. "Whatever can give his sister any pleasure is sure to be done in a moment. There is nothing he would not do for her." La señora Reynolds dijo que la señorita Darcy se quedaría encantada cuando viese aquella habitación. –– Y es siempre así –– añadió –– , se desvive por complacer a su hermana. No hay nada que no hiciera por ella.
The picture-gallery, and two or three of the principal bedrooms, were all that remained to be shown. In the former were many good paintings; but Elizabeth knew nothing of the art; and from such as had been already visible below, she had willingly turned to look at some drawings of Miss Darcy′s, in crayons, whose subjects were usually more interesting, and also more intelligible. Ya no quedaban por ver más que la galería de pinturas y dos o tres de los principales dormitorios. En la primera había varios cuadros buenos, pero Elizabeth no entendía nada de arte, y entre los objetos de esa naturaleza que ya había visto abajo, no miró más que unos cuantos dibujos en pastel de la señorita Darcy de tema más interesante y más inteligible para ella.
In the gallery there were many family portraits, but they could have little to fix the attention of a stranger. Elizabeth walked in quest of the only face whose features would be known to her. At last it arrested her--and she beheld a striking resemblance to Mr. Darcy, with such a smile over the face as she remembered to have sometimes seen when he looked at her. She stood several minutes before the picture, in earnest contemplation, and returned to it again before they quitted the gallery. Mrs. Reynolds informed them that it had been taken in his father′s lifetime. En la galería había también varios retratos de familia, pero no era fácil que atrajesen la atención de un extraño. Elizabeth los recorrió buscando el único retrato cuyas facciones podía reconocer. Al llegar a él se detuvo, notando su sorprendente exactitud. El rostro de Darcy tenía aquella misma sonrisa que Elizabeth le había visto cuando la miraba. Permaneció varios minutos ante el cuadro, en la más atenta contemplación, y aun volvió a mirarlo antes de abandonar la galería. La señora Reynolds le comunicó que había sido hecho en vida del padre de Darcy.
There was certainly at this moment, in Elizabeth′s mind, a more gentle sensation towards the original than she had ever felt at the height of their acquaintance. The commendation bestowed on him by Mrs. Reynolds was of no trifling nature. What praise is more valuable than the praise of an intelligent servant? As a brother, a landlord, a master, she considered how many people′s happiness were in his guardianship!--how much of pleasure or pain was it in his power to bestow!--how much of good or evil must be done by him! Every idea that had been brought forward by the housekeeper was favourable to his character, and as she stood before the canvas on which he was represented, and fixed his eyes upon herself, she thought of his regard with a deeper sentiment of gratitude than it had ever raised before; she remembered its warmth, and softened its impropriety of expression. Elizabeth sentía en aquellos momentos mucha mayor inclinación por el original de la que había sentido en el auge de sus relaciones. Las alabanzas de la señora Reynolds no eran ninguna nimiedad. ¿Qué elogio puede ser más valioso que el de un criado inteligente? ¡Cuánta gente tenía puesta su felicidad en las manos de Darcy en calidad de hermano, de propietario y de señor! ¡Cuánto placer y cuánto dolor podía otorgar! ¡Cuánto mal y cuánto bien podía hacer! Todo lo dicho por el ama de llaves le enaltecía. Al estar ante el lienzo en el que él estaba retratado, le pareció a Elizabeth que sus ojos la miraban, y pensó en su estima hacia ella con una gratitud mucho más profunda de la que antes había sentido; Elizabeth recordó la fuerza y el calor de sus palabras y mitigó su falta de decoro.
When all of the house that was open to general inspection had been seen, they returned downstairs, and, taking leave of the housekeeper, were consigned over to the gardener, who met them at the hall-door. Ya habían visto todo lo que mostraba al público de la casa; bajaron y se despidieron del ama de llaves, quien les confió a un jardinero que esperaba en la puerta del vestíbulo.
As they walked across the hall towards the river, Elizabeth turned back to look again; her uncle and aunt stopped also, and while the former was conjecturing as to the date of the building, the owner of it himself suddenly came forward from the road, which led behind it to the stables. Cuando atravesaban la pradera camino del arroyo, Elizabeth se volvió para contemplar de nuevo la casa. Sus tíos se detuvieron también, y mientras el señor Gardiner se hacía conjeturas sobre la época del edificio, el dueño de éste salió de repente de detrás de la casa por el sendero que conducía a las caballerizas.
They were within twenty yards of each other, and so abrupt was his appearance, that it was impossible to avoid his sight. Their eyes instantly met, and the cheeks of both were overspread with the deepest blush. He absolutely started, and for a moment seemed immovable from surprise; but shortly recovering himself, advanced towards the party, and spoke to Elizabeth, if not in terms of perfect composure, at least of perfect civility. Estaban a menos de veinte yardas, y su aparición fue tan súbita que resultó imposible evitar que los viera. Los ojos de Elizabeth y Darcy se encontraron al instante y sus rostros se cubrieron de intenso rubor. Él paró en seco y durante un momento se quedó inmóvil de sorpresa; se recobró en seguida y, adelantándose hacia los visitantes, habló a Elizabeth, si no en términos de perfecta compostura, al menos con absoluta cortesía.
She had instinctively turned away; but stopping on his approach, received his compliments with an embarrassment impossible to be overcome. Had his first appearance, or his resemblance to the picture they had just been examining, been insufficient to assure the other two that they now saw Mr. Darcy, the gardener′s expression of surprise, on beholding his master, must immediately have told it. They stood a little aloof while he was talking to their niece, who, astonished and confused, scarcely dared lift her eyes to his face, and knew not what answer she returned to his civil inquiries after her family. Amazed at the alteration of his manner since they last parted, every sentence that he uttered was increasing her embarrassment; and every idea of the impropriety of her being found there recurring to her mind, the few minutes in which they continued were some of the most uncomfortable in her life. Nor did he seem much more at ease; when he spoke, his accent had none of its usual sedateness; and he repeated his inquiries as to the time of her having left Longbourn, and of her having stayed in Derbyshire, so often, and in so hurried a way, as plainly spoke the distraction of his thoughts. Ella se había vuelto instintivamente, pero al acercarse él se detuvo y recibió sus cumplidos con embarazo. Si el aspecto de Darcy a primera vista o su parecido con los retratos que acababan de contemplar hubiesen sido insuficientes para revelar a los señores Gardiner que tenían al propio Darcy ante ellos, el asombro del jardinero al encontrarse con su señor no les habría dejado lugar a dudas. Aguardaron a cierta distancia mientras su sobrina hablaba con él. Elizabeth, atónita y confusa, apenas se atrevía a alzar los ojos hacia Darcy y no sabía qué contestar a las preguntas que él hacía sobre su familia. Sorprendida por el cambio de modales desde que se habían separado por última vez, cada frase que decía aumentaba su cohibición, y como entre tanto pensaba en lo impropio de haberse encontrado allí, los pocos momentos que estuvieron juntos fueron los más intranquilos de su existencia. Darcy tampoco parecía más dueño de sí que ella; su acento no tenía nada de la calma que le era habitual, y seguía preguntándole cuándo había salido de Longbourn y cuánto tiempo llevaba en Derbyshire, con tanto desorden, y tan apresurado, que a las claras se veía la agitación de sus pensamientos.
At length every idea seemed to fail him; and, after standing a few moments without saying a word, he suddenly recollected himself, and took leave. Por fin pareció que ya no sabía qué decir; permaneció unos instantes sin pronunciar palabra, se reportó de pronto y se despidió.
The others then joined her, and expressed admiration of his figure; but Elizabeth heard not a word, and wholly engrossed by her own feelings, followed them in silence. She was overpowered by shame and vexation. Her coming there was the most unfortunate, the most ill-judged thing in the world! How strange it must appear to him! In what a disgraceful light might it not strike so vain a man! It might seem as if she had purposely thrown herself in his way again! Oh! why did she come? Or, why did he thus come a day before he was expected? Had they been only ten minutes sooner, they should have been beyond the reach of his discrimination; for it was plain that he was that moment arrived--that moment alighted from his horse or his carriage. She blushed again and again over the perverseness of the meeting. And his behaviour, so strikingly altered--what could it mean? That he should even speak to her was amazing!--but to speak with such civility, to inquire after her family! Never in her life had she seen his manners so little dignified, never had he spoken with such gentleness as on this unexpected meeting. What a contrast did it offer to his last address in Rosings Park, when he put his letter into her hand! She knew not what to think, or how to account for it. Los señores Gardiner se reunieron con Elizabeth y elogiaron la buena presencia de Darcy; pero ella no oía nada; embebida en sus pensamientos, los siguió en silencio. Se hallaba dominaba por la vergÜenza y la contrariedad. ¿Cómo se le había ocurrido ir allí? ¡Había sido la decisión más desafortunada y disparatada del mundo! ¡Qué extraño tenía que parecerle a Darcy! ¡Cómo había de interpretar aquello un hombre –– tan vanidoso! Su visita a Pemberley parecería hecha adrede para ir en su busca. ¿Por qué habría ido? ¿Y él, por qué habría venido un día antes? Si ellos mismos hubiesen llegado a Pemberley sólo diez minutos más temprano, no habrían coincidido, pues era evidente que Darcy acababa de llegar, que en aquel instante bajaba del caballo o del coche. Elizabeth no dejaba de avergonzarse de su desdichado encuentro. Y el comportamiento de Darcy, tan notablemente cambiado, ¿qué podía significar? Era sorprendente que le hubiese dirigido la palabra, pero aún más que lo hiciese con tanta finura y que le preguntase por su familia. Nunca había visto tal sencillez en sus modales ni nunca le había oído expresarse con tanta gentileza. ¡Qué contraste con la última vez que la abordó en la finca de Rosings para poner en sus manos la carta! Elizabeth no sabía qué pensar ni cómo juzgar todo esto.
They had now entered a beautiful walk by the side of the water, and every step was bringing forward a nobler fall of ground, or a finer reach of the woods to which they were approaching; but it was some time before Elizabeth was sensible of any of it; and, though she answered mechanically to the repeated appeals of her uncle and aunt, and seemed to direct her eyes to such objects as they pointed out, she distinguished no part of the scene. Her thoughts were all fixed on that one spot of Pemberley House, whichever it might be, where Mr. Darcy then was. She longed to know what at the moment was passing in his mind--in what manner he thought of her, and whether, in defiance of everything, she was still dear to him. Perhaps he had been civil only because he felt himself at ease; yet there had been that in his voice which was not like ease. Whether he had felt more of pain or of pleasure in seeing her she could not tell, but he certainly had not seen her with composure. Entretanto, habían entrado en un hermoso paseo paralelo al arroyo, y a cada paso aparecía ante ellos un declive del terreno más bello o una vista más impresionante de los bosques a los que se aproximaban. Pero pasó un tiempo hasta que Elizabeth se diese cuenta de todo aquello, y aunque respondía mecánicamente a las repetidas preguntas de sus tíos y parecía dirigir la mirada a los objetos que le señalaban, no distinguía ninguna parte del paisaje. Sus pensamientos no podían apartarse del sitio de la mansión de Pemberley, cualquiera que fuese, en donde Darcy debía de encontrarse. Anhelaba saber lo que en aquel momento pasaba por su mente, qué pensaría de ella y si todavía la querría. Puede que su cortesía obedeciera únicamente a que ya la había olvidado; pero había algo en su voz que denotaba inquietud. No podía adivinar si Darcy sintió placer o pesar al verla; pero lo cierto es que parecía desconcertado.
At length, however, the remarks of her companions on her absence of mind aroused her, and she felt the necessity of appearing more like herself. Las observaciones de sus acompañantes sobre su falta de atención, la despertaron y le hicieron comprender que debía aparentar serenidad.
They entered the woods, and bidding adieu to the river for a while, ascended some of the higher grounds; when, in spots where the opening of the trees gave the eye power to wander, were many charming views of the valley, the opposite hills, with the long range of woods overspreading many, and occasionally part of the stream. Mr. Gardiner expressed a wish of going round the whole park, but feared it might be beyond a walk. With a triumphant smile they were told that it was ten miles round. It settled the matter; and they pursued the accustomed circuit; which brought them again, after some time, in a descent among hanging woods, to the edge of the water, and one of its narrowest parts. They crossed it by a simple bridge, in character with the general air of the scene; it was a spot less adorned than any they had yet visited; and the valley, here contracted into a glen, allowed room only for the stream, and a narrow walk amidst the rough coppice-wood which bordered it. Elizabeth longed to explore its windings; but when they had crossed the bridge, and perceived their distance from the house, Mrs. Gardiner, who was not a great walker, could go no farther, and thought only of returning to the carriage as quickly as possible. Her niece was, therefore, obliged to submit, and they took their way towards the house on the opposite side of the river, in the nearest direction; but their progress was slow, for Mr. Gardiner, though seldom able to indulge the taste, was very fond of fishing, and was so much engaged in watching the occasional appearance of some trout in the water, and talking to the man about them, that he advanced but little. Whilst wandering on in this slow manner, they were again surprised, and Elizabeth′s astonishment was quite equal to what it had been at first, by the sight of Mr. Darcy approaching them, and at no great distance. The walk here being here less sheltered than on the other side, allowed them to see him before they met. Elizabeth, however astonished, was at least more prepared for an interview than before, and resolved to appear and to speak with calmness, if he really intended to meet them. For a few moments, indeed, she felt that he would probably strike into some other path. The idea lasted while a turning in the walk concealed him from their view; the turning past, he was immediately before them. With a glance, she saw that he had lost none of his recent civility; and, to imitate his politeness, she began, as they met, to admire the beauty of the place; but she had not got beyond the words "delightful," and "charming," when some unlucky recollections obtruded, and she fancied that praise of Pemberley from her might be mischievously construed. Her colour changed, and she said no more. Penetraron en el bosque y alejándose del arroyo por un rato, subieron a uno de los puntos más elevados, desde el cual, por los claros de los árboles, podía extenderse la vista y apreciar magníficos panoramas del valle y de las colinas opuestas cubiertas de arboleda, y se divisaban también partes del arroyo. El señor Gardiner hubiese querido dar la vuelta a toda la finca, pero temía que el paseo resultase demasiado largo. Con sonrisa triunfal les dijo el jardinero que la finca tenía diez millas de longitud, por lo que decidieron no dar la vuelta planeada, y se dirigieron de nuevo a una bajada con árboles inclinados sobre el agua en uno de los puntos más estrechos del arroyo. Lo cruzaron por un puente sencillo en armonía con el aspecto general del paisaje. Aquel paraje era el menos adornado con artificios de todos los que habían visto. El valle, convertido aquí en cañada, sólo dejaba espacio para el arroyo y para un estrecho paseo en medio del rústico soto que lo bordeaba. Elizabeth quería explorar sus revueltas, pero en cuanto pasaron el puente y pudieron apreciar lo lejos que estaban de la casa, la señora Gardiner, que no era amiga de caminar, no quiso seguir adelante y sólo pensó en volver al coche lo antes posible. Su sobrina se vio obligada a ceder y emprendieron el regreso hacia la casa por el lado opuesto al arroyo y por el camino más corto. Pero andaban muy despacio porque el señor Gardiner era aficionado a la pesca, aunque pocas veces podía dedicarse a ella, y se distraía cada poco acechando la aparición de alguna trucha y comentándolo con el jardinero. Mientras seguían su lenta marcha, fueron sorprendidos de nuevo; y esta vez el asombro de Elizabeth fue tan grande como la anterior al ver a Darcy encaminándose hacia ellos y a corta distancia. Como el camino no quedaba tan oculto como el del otro lado, se vieron desde lejos. Por lo tanto, Elizabeth estaba más prevenida y resolvió demostrar tranquilidad en su aspecto y en sus palabras si realmente Darcy tenía intención de abordarles. Hubo un momento en que creyó firmemente que Darcy iba a tomar otro sendero, y su convicción duró mientras un recodo del camino le ocultaba, pero pasado el recodo, Darcy apareció ante ellos. A la primera mirada notó que seguía tan cortés como hacía un momento, y para imitar su buena educación comenzó a admirar la belleza del lugar; pero no acababa de decir «delicioso» y «encantador», cuando pensó que el elogiar Pemberley podría ser mal interpretado. Cambió de color y no dijo más.
Mrs. Gardiner was standing a little behind; and on her pausing, he asked her if she would do him the honour of introducing him to her friends. This was a stroke of civility for which she was quite unprepared; and she could hardly suppress a smile at his being now seeking the acquaintance of some of those very people against whom his pride had revolted in his offer to herself. "What will be his surprise," thought she, "when he knows who they are? He takes them now for people of fashion." La señora Gardiner venía un poco más atrás y Darcy aprovechó el silencio de Elizabeth para que le hiciese el honor de presentarle a sus amigos. Elizabeth no estaba preparada para este rasgo de cortesía, y no pudo evitar una sonrisa al ver que pretendía conocer a una de aquellas personas contra las que su orgullo se había rebelado al declarársele. «¿Cuál será su sorpresa –– pensó –– cuando sepa quiénes son? Se figura que son gente de alcurnia.»
The introduction, however, was immediately made; and as she named their relationship to herself, she stole a sly look at him, to see how he bore it, and was not without the expectation of his decamping as fast as he could from such disgraceful companions. That he was surprised by the connection was evident; he sustained it, however, with fortitude, and so far from going away, turned his back with them, and entered into conversation with Mr. Gardiner. Elizabeth could not but be pleased, could not but triumph. It was consoling that he should know she had some relations for whom there was no need to blush. She listened most attentively to all that passed between them, and gloried in every expression, every sentence of her uncle, which marked his intelligence, his taste, or his good manners. Hizo la presentación al punto y, al mencionar el parentesco, miró rápidamente a Darcy para ver el efecto que le hacía y esperó que huiría a toda prisa de semejante compañía. Fue evidente que Darcy se quedó sorprendido, pero se sobrepuso y en lugar de seguir su camino retrocedió con todos ellos y se puso a conversar con el señor Gardiner. Elizabeth no pudo menos que sentirse satisfecha y triunfante. Era consolador que Darcy supiera que tenía parientes de los que no había por qué avergonzarse. Escuchó atentamente lo que decían y se ufanó de las frases y observaciones de su tío que demostraban su inteligencia, su buen gusto y sus excelentes modales.
The conversation soon turned upon fishing; and she heard Mr. Darcy invite him, with the greatest civility, to fish there as often as he chose while he continued in the neighbourhood, offering at the same time to supply him with fishing tackle, and pointing out those parts of the stream where there was usually most sport. Mrs. Gardiner, who was walking arm-in-arm with Elizabeth, gave her a look expressive of wonder. Elizabeth said nothing, but it gratified her exceedingly; the compliment must be all for herself. Her astonishment, however, was extreme, and continually was she repeating, "Why is he so altered? From what can it proceed? It cannot be for me --it cannot be for my sake that his manners are thus softened. My reproofs at Hunsford could not work such a change as this. It is impossible that he should still love me." La conversación recayó pronto sobre la pesca, y Elizabeth oyó que Darcy invitaba a su tío a ir a pescar allí siempre que quisiera mientras estuviesen en la ciudad vecina, ofreciéndose incluso a procurarle aparejos y señalándole los puntos del río más indicados para pescar. La señora Gardiner, que paseaba del brazo de Elizabeth, la miraba con expresión de incredulidad. Elizabeth no dijo nada, pero estaba sumamente complacida; las atenciones de Darcy debían dirigirse a ella seguramente. Su asombro, sin embargo, era extraordinario y no podía dejar de repetirse: «¿Por qué estará tan cambiado? No puede ser por mí, no puede ser por mi causa que sus modales se hayan suavizado tanto. Mis reproches en Hunsford no pueden haber efectuado una transformación semejante. Es imposible que aún me ame.»
After walking some time in this way, the two ladies in front, the two gentlemen behind, on resuming their places, after descending to the brink of the river for the better inspection of some curious water-plant, there chanced to be a little alteration. It originated in Mrs. Gardiner, who, fatigued by the exercise of the morning, found Elizabeth′s arm inadequate to her support, and consequently preferred her husband′s. Mr. Darcy took her place by her niece, and they walked on together. After a short silence, the lady first spoke. She wished him to know that she had been assured of his absence before she came to the place, and accordingly began by observing, that his arrival had been very unexpected--"for your housekeeper," she added, "informed us that you would certainly not be here till to-morrow; and indeed, before we left Bakewell, we understood that you were not immediately expected in the country." He acknowledged the truth of it all, and said that business with his steward had occasioned his coming forward a few hours before the rest of the party with whom he had been travelling. "They will join me early to-morrow," he continued, "and among them are some who will claim an acquaintance with you--Mr. Bingley and his sisters." Después de andar un tiempo de esta forma, las dos señoras delante y los dos caballeros detrás, al volver a emprender el camino, después de un descenso al borde del río para ver mejor una curiosa planta acuática, hubo un cambio de parejas. Lo originó la señora Gardiner, que fatigada por el trajín del día, encontraba el brazo de Elizabeth demasiado débil para sostenerla y prefirió, por lo tanto, el de su marido. Darcy entonces se puso al lado de la sobrina y siguieron así su paseo. Después de un corto silencio, Elizabeth tomó la palabra. Quería hacerle saber que antes de ir a Pemberley se había cerciorado de que él no estaba y que su llegada les era totalmente inesperada. –– Su ama de llaves –– añadió –– nos informó que no llegaría usted hasta mañana; y aun antes de salir de Bakewell nos dijeron que tardaría usted en volver a Derbyshire. Darcy reconoció que así era, pero unos asuntos que tenía que resolver con su administrador le habían obligado a adelantarse a sus acompañantes. –– Mañana temprano –– continuó –– se reunirán todos conmigo. Entre ellos hay conocidos suyos que desearán verla; el señor Bingley y sus hermanas.
Elizabeth answered only by a slight bow. Her thoughts were instantly driven back to the time when Mr. Bingley′s name had been the last mentioned between them; and, if she might judge by his complexion, his mind was not very differently engaged. Elizabeth no hizo más que una ligera inclinación de cabeza. Se acordó al instante de la última vez que el nombre de Bingley había sido mencionado entre ellos, y a juzgar por la expresión de Darcy, él debía estar pensando en lo mismo.
"There is also one other person in the party," he continued after a pause, "who more particularly wishes to be known to you. Will you allow me, or do I ask too much, to introduce my sister to your acquaintance during your stay at Lambton?" –– Con sus amigos viene también una persona que tiene especial deseo de conocerla a usted –– prosiguió al cabo de una pausa –– . ¿Me permitirá, o es pedirle demasiado, que le presente a mi hermana mientras están ustedes en Lambton?
The surprise of such an application was great indeed; it was too great for her to know in what manner she acceded to it. She immediately felt that whatever desire Miss Darcy might have of being acquainted with her must be the work of her brother, and, without looking farther, it was satisfactory; it was gratifying to know that his resentment had not made him think really ill of her. Elizabeth se quedó boquiabierta. No alcanzaba a imaginar cómo podía pretender aquello la señorita Darcy; pero en seguida comprendió que el deseo de ésta era obra de su hermano, y sin sacar más conclusiones, le pareció muy halagador. Era grato saber que Darcy no le guardaba rencor.
They now walked on in silence, each of them deep in thought. Elizabeth was not comfortable; that was impossible; but she was flattered and pleased. His wish of introducing his sister to her was a compliment of the highest kind. They soon outstripped the others, and when they had reached the carriage, Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner were half a quarter of a mile behind. Siguieron andando en silencio, profundamente abstraídos los dos en sus pensamientos. Elizabeth no podía estar tranquila, pero se sentía adulada y complacida. La intención de Darcy de presentarle a su hermana era una gentileza excepcional. Pronto dejaron atrás a los otros y, cuando llegaron al coche, los señores Gardiner estaban a medio cuarto de milla de ellos.
He then asked her to walk into the house--but she declared herself not tired, and they stood together on the lawn. At such a time much might have been said, and silence was very awkward. She wanted to talk, but there seemed to be an embargo on every subject. At last she recollected that she had been travelling, and they talked of Matlock and Dove Dale with great perseverance. Yet time and her aunt moved slowly--and her patience and her ideas were nearly worn our before the tete-a-tete was over. On Mr. and Mrs. Gardiner′s coming up they were all pressed to go into the house and take some refreshment; but this was declined, and they parted on each side with utmost politeness. Mr. Darcy handed the ladies into the carriage; and when it drove off, Elizabeth saw him walking slowly towards the house. Darcy la invitó entonces a pasar a la casa, pero Elizabeth declaró que no estaba cansada y esperaron juntos en el césped. En aquel rato podían haber hablado de muchas cosas, el silencio resultaba violento. Ella quería hablar pero tenía la mente en blanco y todos los temas que se le ocurrían parecían estar prohibidos. Al fin recordó su viaje, y habló de Matlock y Dove Dale con gran perseverancia. El tiempo pasaba, su tía andaba muy despacio y la paciencia y las ideas de Elizabeth se agotaban antes de que acabara el tete –– à –– tete. Cuando llegaron los señores Gardiner, Darcy les invitó a todos a entrar en la casa y tomar un refrigerio; pero ellos se excusaron y se separaron con la mayor cortesía. Darcy les acompañó hasta el coche y cuando éste echó a andar, Elizabeth le vio encaminarse despacio hacia la casa.
The observations of her uncle and aunt now began; and each of them pronounced him to be infinitely superior to anything they had expected. "He is perfectly well behaved, polite, and unassuming," said her uncle. Entonces empezaron los comentarios de los tíos; ambos declararon que Darcy era superior a cuanto podía imaginarse. –– Su educación es perfecta y su elegancia y sencillez admirables –– dijo su tío.
"There is something a little stately in him, to be sure," replied her aunt, "but it is confined to his air, and is not unbecoming. I can now say with the housekeeper, that though some people may call him proud, I have seen nothing of it." –– Hay en él un poco de altivez –– añadió la tía pero sólo en su porte, y no le sienta mal. Puedo decir, como el ama de llaves, que aunque se le tache de orgulloso, no se le nota nada.
"I was never more surprised than by his behaviour to us. It was more than civil; it was really attentive; and there was no necessity for such attention. His acquaintance with Elizabeth was very trifling." –– Su actitud con nosotros me ha dejado atónito. Ha estado más que cortés, ha estado francamente atento y nada le obligaba a ello. Su amistad con Elizabeth era muy superficial.
"To be sure, Lizzy," said her aunt, "he is not so handsome as Wickham; or, rather, he has not Wickham′s countenance, for his features are perfectly good. But how came you to tell me that he was so disagreeable?" –– Claro que no es tan guapo como Wickham –– repuso la tía –– ; o, mejor dicho, que no es tan bien plantado, pero sus facciones son perfectas. ¿Cómo pudiste decirnos que era tan desagradable, Lizzy?
Elizabeth excused herself as well as she could; said that she had liked him better when they had met in Kent than before, and that she had never seen him so pleasant as this morning. Elizabeth se disculpó como pudo; dijo que al verse en Kent le había agradado más que antes y que nunca le había encontrado tan complaciente como aquella mañana.
"But perhaps he may be a little whimsical in his civilities," replied her uncle. "Your great men often are; and therefore I shall not take him at his word, as he might change his mind another day, and warn me off his grounds." –– Puede que sea un poco caprichoso en su cortesía –– replicó el tío –– ; esos señores tan encopetados suelen ser así. Por eso no le tomaré la palabra en lo referente a la pesca, no vaya a ser que otro día cambie de parecer y me eche de la finca.
Elizabeth felt that they had entirely misunderstood his character, but said nothing. Elizabeth se dio cuenta de que estaban completamente equivocados sobre su carácter, pero no dijo nada.
"From what we have seen of him," continued Mrs. Gardiner, "I really should not have thought that he could have behaved in so cruel a way by anybody as he has done by poor Wickham. He has not an ill-natured look. On the contrary, there is something pleasing about his mouth when he speaks. And there is something of dignity in his countenance that would not give one an unfavourable idea of his heart. But, to be sure, the good lady who showed us his house did give him a most flaming character! I could hardly help laughing aloud sometimes. But he is a liberal master, I suppose, and that in the eye of a servant comprehends every virtue." –– Después de haberle visto ahora, nunca habría creído que pudiese portarse tan mal como lo hizo con Wickham –– continuó la señora Gardiner –– , no parece un desalmado. Al contrario, tiene un gesto muy agradable al hablar. Y hay también una dignidad en su rostro que a nadie podría hacer pensar que no tiene buen corazón. Pero, a decir verdad, la buena mujer que nos enseñó la casa exageraba un poco su carácter. Hubo veces que casi se me escapaba la risa. Lo que pasa es que debe ser un amo muy generoso y eso, a los ojos de un criado, equivale a todas las virtudes.
Elizabeth here felt herself called on to say something in vindication of his behaviour to Wickham; and therefore gave them to understand, in as guarded a manner as she could, that by what she had heard from his relations in Kent, his actions were capable of a very different construction; and that his character was by no means so faulty, nor Wickham′s so amiable, as they had been considered in Hertfordshire. In confirmation of this, she related the particulars of all the pecuniary transactions in which they had been connected, without actually naming her authority, but stating it to be such as might be relied on. Al oír esto, Elizabeth creyó que debía decir algo en defensa del proceder de Darcy con Wickham. Con todo el cuidado que le fue posible, trató de insinuarles que, por lo que había oído decir a sus parientes de Kent, sus actos podían interpretarse de muy distinto modo, y que ni su carácter era tan malo ni el de Wickham tan bueno como en Hertfordshire se había creído. Para confirmar lo dicho les refirió los detalles de todas las transacciones pecuniarias que habían mediado entre ellos, sin mencionar cómo lo había sabido, pero afirmando que era rigurosamente cierto.
Mrs. Gardiner was surprised and concerned; but as they were now approaching the scene of her former pleasures, every idea gave way to the charm of recollection; and she was too much engaged in pointing out to her husband all the interesting spots in its environs to think of anything else. Fatigued as she had been by the morning′s walk they had no sooner dined than she set off again in quest of her former acquaintance, and the evening was spent in the satisfactions of a intercourse renewed after many years′ discontinuance. A la señora Gardiner le sorprendió y sintió curiosidad por el tema, pero como en aquel momento se acercaban al escenario de sus antiguos placeres, cedió al encanto de sus recuerdos y ya no hizo más que señalar a su marido todos los lugares interesantes y sus alrededores. A pesar de lo fatigada que estaba por el paseo de la mañana, en cuanto cenaron salieron en busca de antiguos conocidos, y la velada transcurrió con la satisfacción de las relaciones reanudadas después de muchos años de interrupción.
The occurrences of the day were too full of interest to leave Elizabeth much attention for any of these new friends; and she could do nothing but think, and think with wonder, of Mr. Darcy′s civility, and, above all, of his wishing her to be acquainted with his sister. Los acontecimientos de aquel día habían sido demasiado arrebatadores para que Elizabeth pudiese prestar mucha atención a ninguno de aquellos nuevos amigos, y no podía más que pensar con admiración en las amabilidades de Darcy, y sobre todo en su deseo de que conociera a su hermana.